You never knew what you wanted from me You never knew what you wanted yourself Now you've been drinking so as to better ignore me Finish this chapter and put the book on the shelf Your heart was Nevergreen And now I feel unclean I remain largely terrifed I remain largely in denial All I ever wanted was to wake up next to you Break up next to you Make up next to you Your heart was Nevergreen And now I feel unclean It doesn't matter It's not important I don't even think you can exist on that level You never cared You never felt it You don't even give a damn if I thought it was real Your heart was Nevergreen And now I feel unclean I've fallen under the curse of May 21st Like a needle in a smokestack - your heart can't be seen Perpetual winter; your heart nevergreen Your heart was Nevergreen Poisoned by nicotine Drowning in gasoline Under the guillotine Circumstances unforseen And now I feel unclean